FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO FOLLOW MY BLOG I HAVE POSTED BEFORE OF MY LACK OF FAMILY....ONE OF THE REASONS IS BECAUSE I HAVE A VERY SMALL FAMILY....BUT ANOTHER REASON IS BECAUSE OF ADDICTION PROBLEMS THAT HAVE BEEN SO PERVASIVE IN MY LIFE....AS A CHILD AND AN ADULT....it just seems as though it will never disappear...
I have been in recovery for many...many...many years...but it seems as though many of the people I love are not able to conquer this problem.
The anger...mental distress and depression that goes along with this
dis.....ease is at times overwhelming...
TO THOSE OF YOU OUT THERE WHO HAVE NEVER BEEN TOUCHED BY THESE PROBLEMS....YOU ARE SO VERY FORTUNATE....AND TO THOSE OF YOU WHO HAVE....MY HEART GOES OUT TO EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU because I know all about an aching heart.
THIS POST IS NOT ABOUT HOLIDAY CHEER AND FOR THAT I AM SORRY
sometimes I do feel like the little tree in the above picture...but I do know that my God is always sending angels my way and believe me.....I AM ALWAYS ON THE LOOKOUT FOR THEM!!!!