"O.K. God--you take care of the quality. I will take care of the quantity."
At this point in my life.....I am just stuck! There, I have said it...and am going to have to do something about it.
I don't like being in this spot. This last year of my life has been so very unsettling, with my huge move and downsize, Brad's serious surgery, and my son's death; it seems as though true JOY is just out of reach.
This isn't a case of the "blues or depression"....I'm still getting on about the business of life. The passion is gone. Things I once loved doing, blogging, painting, making jewelry just being creative in some manner have all fallen aside and piled up behind my wall of "being stuck".
Friends tell me that this will pass since I have certainly had a lot going on...but I DON'T LIKE BEING STUCK.
Since I believe there is a direct connection between spirituality and creativity...in fact they both fuel each other; I'm going to sign up for a retreat down in Sedona. The spot is called Sedona Mago Retreat and has many, many retreat offerings.
The first retreat I am interested in is mid September and it is with Julia Cameron. The second retreat I'm considering is in late October and it deals with spirituality practices during all phases of recovery and growth. They are a few hundred dollars apiece but I think they might fit the bill.
BTW....in case anyone out there wants to check this retreat center out you can reach it at sedonamagoretreat.org.
I think this will be money well spent on getting oneself back on track.
What do you think? How do you get yourself out of a funk?